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Hey guys, haven't updated since '13, so I just wanted to share a bit of news as of late.

Art/Writing
    I've started a new project. It's called "Unidentified Shallow Heart" (for now, I may change the title later). I've been really psyched about it, more than the other stories I've done. So it's top priority as of '14. I'm trying to focus it in a Post-Apocalypse/Dystopia era. And I'm a long way away from getting it done.
Long story short:
    It's 150 years after the Shallows Age hit. The Recovery has begun and humanity is on its way to the top again, after they find out how to kill Shallows, creatures dubbed as the embodiment of hatred. 17-year-old, Rylie Eltresk, has been having reoccurring dreams. The same dream ends in the same way, someone whispers, "Let's die together." Just when it stops for a brief time, there's news of a new family moving in. And a new family never moves in for no reason. Is there something could they be hiding?

So yeah, idk. I made a tumblr for it, just to keep record of progression. It's here: unidentified-shallow-heart.tum…
While you're on tumblr, go check out my main. (Just kidding, maybe.)

Family
    Lately, there's been a lot of relatives coming over. My aunts came over and I spent a Sunday with my cousin. Muy fun. We watched Frozen together. And for a week now, my aunt and uncle (from my dad's side, whoa) have been staying over for a week. They'll be leaving in a few days though. So yeah. That happened. While I've gone sight-seeing with them, I haven't had much time to draw stuff. So ye.

School
    Yeah, school. I've had a whole bunch of work to be done, which leaves me no time for drawing. I had a presentation or something like last week. Sad face. So yeah, gotta focus on school stuff a lot more. On a good note, President's Day is coming up. 5 day weekend. I'm planning to do something great over that time.

I guess that's pretty much it. I will update more later, but in the mean time, how have you guys been doing lately?
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News!

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My dad ordered me a new computer as an early birthday gift.

There are some downsides though:

I'm most likely kissing my files goodbye.
That includes, my drawings, programs, music, writing, etc
I'm starting from scratch.

So far I've downloaded Safari, Chrome, Ren'Py (for working on Visual Novels), Audacity (Singing, I guess), and iTunes.
And I'm still thinking of what I might want to redownload.
Like my Touhou games. My RPGS. My VNs. All those are gone too.

Other that computer stuff,
I start my internship on Monday. Pretty nervous about it!
Also, I need money for a lot of things.
And I mean THINGS.

Ahh, anyway, I'm off to a slow start.
So drawing are probably gonna have to wait for a while.
Or not. My priorities can be messed up.

So yeah.

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Brb

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My computer is dead.
Goodbye.

Ps: I was working on something today, but now I guess I can't. Hopefully, I can somehow get my files from the hard drive. The damn thing won't turn on, so I'm sketchy on that.

Now brb, gonna wallow in defeat.
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Okay, first things first, I guess.

For the past week, I've been really busy. Like really busy.
School work.
It's not cause I've been fooling around, but the teachers have assigned SO. MUCH.
It really stressed me out.

And I may be a hardcore procrastinator,
But I still really care about my grades.


School pretty much stresses me out.
Like everything about it is just ughhh.

Almost everyone is starting to either make me mad or sad.
And I'm really afraid of relapsing.
Or maybe doing something worse.

I was lucky not to relapse when I was breaking down on Monday,
But now it feels pretty likely that I might.
Work is getting too much because I'm dumb.
Internships are hard to find because of my social anxiety.
My friends don't listen to me because I probably annoy them and they probably secretly hate me.

Even being online is pissing me off because my battery has deteriorated so much
And I'm losing all of my work when it randomly shuts down.
Which includes drawings and writings.

I'm really tired of pretty much a lot.
My friend cut her whole left arm and almost commit suicide last week,
I'm supposed to be there to support her.
Another friend was freaking out about a test that she really wanted to pass.
I offered to help her study when she was breaking down.

I'm trying to help out my friends, but it feels like I can't even help myself.
I'm just really done.
I really hope that things get better.
Because I'm at my limit.
I feel super low of myself.
Like I'm a terrible friend to the rest of my friends.
Like the dumbest student in my grade.
Like no one even cares to even listen.

So yeah.
I'm gonna try really hard not to cry and relapse.

I hope you didn't read all this.
If you did, thanks.
If you didn't, that's okay.

Be cool, guys. See you later.
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A thing

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*cries forever because I've been on Tumblr and drawing hurts me*

Too many feels, you guys. I'm gonna try and upload things by today though.

But tumblr has taken over my life

EDIT:
I lied.
I meant this week.
Sorry. (not sorry)
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